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» chatter I seldom suffer from insomnia. Last night was an exception. At 3am I found myself awake. At 5am, after trying to read myself to sleep, I got up, showered and caught the train to the office. Can you believe that the sales people were in by 7:30am? They were. Talking on the phone, loudly. Today will be a rough day. I'm just not up for being cheerful and friendly. But, I also don't want to steep in my issues. I don't want to put on a performance, I don't want to act as if I'm upset. I just don't feel like putting on the smile and chatting about nothing in particular. I'm not sad, or angry, or depressed. I'm just not sure of how to proceed with a question I've posed myself. I need a bit of time to consider all of my options. I don't mean to be so cryptic. I'll have to write more later, but I can't write with all of this annoying "sales" chatter going on around me.
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